country_nascarfan
06-17-2006, 10:24 PM
I hate the way I feel
We have known each other for years,
Yet we barely know each other.
I had feelings for you,
But not like this.
This is something else.
What is this that I feel?
Is it love?
Or is it a crush?
All I know is that I have fallen,
Fallen for you Marjory.
It hurts so badly when I see you,
Because I know I can't have you.
I know that you have a girlfriend,
And that you are happy.
But I'm jealous,
I'm jealous of the fact that I've never
Wanted someone as bad as I want you
And I can't have you.
I don't want you,
I NEED you.
When I'm around you,
I feel safe,
I feel comfortable.
I know that I can be myself,
And don't need you impress you,
In anyway.
I am happy,
When around you.
Even if we are just hanging out,
I still have fun,
Because you are fun.
When I look into your eyes I see no harm,
And I melt.
Your smile,
Makes me smile.
When we walk,
It's like we are the only ones in the world…
Or at least that's what I wish.
I wish that we could be,
Together one day…
One day we might be together.
And it will be the best relationship ever,
Because you are the best guy
A girl could ever ask for.
Dear Friend
When I'm down,
you make me happy.
We can make fun of each other,
And laugh about what we said,
Because we know we aren't serious.
I have your back,
And you have mine.
I'm always there when you need me to be,
And your there when I need you to be.
Though hook-ups and break-ups,
We are there for each other.
we give each other advice,
And use it when it comes in handy.
We call each other just to talk.
We share candy and such.
We care about each other much.
We hang out,
Even when bored.
we go to the mall,
And we don't even shop.
We go to the movies,
And joke around during the previews.
we fool around at all times possible.
We are friends,
Best friends forever.
Invisible
Excited when I see you,
As I pass you in the hall.
I wave hi,
And you wave back with a smile.
We shared a class together last year,
But do you know who I am?
Different we are,
Friends we could be.
Do you know my name?
Or am I just a friend you say a friendly Hi to,
with your great big smile?
Do I exist in your world?
Or am I invisible?
Love
What exactly is Love?
I think…
Love is Beautiful…
Just like you.
Love is a deep feeling…
I have for you.
Love is the way you make me happy when I’m sad…
Like you always do.
Love is a hug…
Strong, like you.
Love is passion…
I have for you.
Love is dedication…
We are dedicated to each other.
Love is canceling with the boys…
To bring me soup when I’m sick.
Love is a Flower…
Beautiful like your soul.
Love is fighting…
And making up moments later.
Love is talking on the phone…
Till you can’t stay awake any longer.
Love is you…
Being with you, that is.
Love is your arms…
Wrapped around me.
Love is in your eyes…
I see it when I look into them.
Our love is never ending…
Forever and ever.
Caused
Your full of Love,
Your full of hate.
At times your great,
At times your late.
Sometimes I want to hit you,
Sometimes I want a hug.
Sometimes I want to be your girlfriend,
Yet sometimes I don't.
Confussed I am,
Feelings are mixed.
Problems are unsolved,
But maybe they aren't.
I am lost and hurt,
Yet i'm happy and healed.
See my pain?
See what you have caused?
I want you
I want you to think I don’t want you back.
Yet I do.
I want you to think I don’t care about you anymore.
But I do.
I want you to think I’m glad it’s over.
But I’m not.
I want to feel like I just want to be your friend.
But I don’t.
I want you to think I hate you.
But I don’t.
I want everyone to think I don’t care about you.
But I do.
I want you to think I don’t love you, even a little bit still.
And Yet I do.
I want to trust you still.
And yet I don’t.
I want you to think I don’t hurt anymore.
And yet I do.
I want you to think I don’t even think about you.
But I do, everyday.
I want everyone to believe I wouldn’t go back to you.
But I would.
I want your love again, And yet at the same time,
I don’t.
I want to believe your different than most guys.
But I don’t, not one bit.
I wanted to be with you forever.
Now, I don’t.
I want you here with me.
Yet I don’t.
I wish I was the one you loved
Everytime I see you, I freeze.
You look into my eyes and I melt.
I want to be the girl you walk up to in school and hug for no reason.
I want to be the girl you point out to your friends and say “that’s my girl.” Hell I can be that girl.
I wish I was the one that you picked up just to cruise around. The one that you buy cute little stuff for, just because you love me.
I wish I was the one you introduce to your family and parents as your girlfriend.
I want you love you, like I know I could
And be loved back like I know you would.
I wish I was the one you loved.
Broken:
The night I said yes, if only I had the slightest clue of what I might have been getting myself into. Over the next few months we grew very close, the closest I've ever been. I had never felt this way about someone before, you said the same. I began to think this wasn't a game. I gave you my heart and your gave me yours, but now I must morn. Your breaking what we have apart. now what's torn? nothing other than my heart. I know that we didn't get to see each other more than once or twice a month, Wow what those times ment to me, I hope they ment the same to you. I shared my life, now all I want is a knife. This heart of mine couldn't need anymore repair than a stabbed soul. now my future is all slipping away, and I must pay. I need to start fresh and maybe meet some new flesh. But I know deeply that I can probly never trust a man again. my heart and trust will need a lot of healing I have no feeling. You say we can still be friend, after we are split up. Yet isn't that what they all say? I don't want to just be your friend. I really love...I mean now I guess it's loved you deeply. I never saw this coming and I never wanted this to happen. it brings great balls of tears to my eyes when I hear you say that your breaking up with...Me.
We have known each other for years,
Yet we barely know each other.
I had feelings for you,
But not like this.
This is something else.
What is this that I feel?
Is it love?
Or is it a crush?
All I know is that I have fallen,
Fallen for you Marjory.
It hurts so badly when I see you,
Because I know I can't have you.
I know that you have a girlfriend,
And that you are happy.
But I'm jealous,
I'm jealous of the fact that I've never
Wanted someone as bad as I want you
And I can't have you.
I don't want you,
I NEED you.
When I'm around you,
I feel safe,
I feel comfortable.
I know that I can be myself,
And don't need you impress you,
In anyway.
I am happy,
When around you.
Even if we are just hanging out,
I still have fun,
Because you are fun.
When I look into your eyes I see no harm,
And I melt.
Your smile,
Makes me smile.
When we walk,
It's like we are the only ones in the world…
Or at least that's what I wish.
I wish that we could be,
Together one day…
One day we might be together.
And it will be the best relationship ever,
Because you are the best guy
A girl could ever ask for.
Dear Friend
When I'm down,
you make me happy.
We can make fun of each other,
And laugh about what we said,
Because we know we aren't serious.
I have your back,
And you have mine.
I'm always there when you need me to be,
And your there when I need you to be.
Though hook-ups and break-ups,
We are there for each other.
we give each other advice,
And use it when it comes in handy.
We call each other just to talk.
We share candy and such.
We care about each other much.
We hang out,
Even when bored.
we go to the mall,
And we don't even shop.
We go to the movies,
And joke around during the previews.
we fool around at all times possible.
We are friends,
Best friends forever.
Invisible
Excited when I see you,
As I pass you in the hall.
I wave hi,
And you wave back with a smile.
We shared a class together last year,
But do you know who I am?
Different we are,
Friends we could be.
Do you know my name?
Or am I just a friend you say a friendly Hi to,
with your great big smile?
Do I exist in your world?
Or am I invisible?
Love
What exactly is Love?
I think…
Love is Beautiful…
Just like you.
Love is a deep feeling…
I have for you.
Love is the way you make me happy when I’m sad…
Like you always do.
Love is a hug…
Strong, like you.
Love is passion…
I have for you.
Love is dedication…
We are dedicated to each other.
Love is canceling with the boys…
To bring me soup when I’m sick.
Love is a Flower…
Beautiful like your soul.
Love is fighting…
And making up moments later.
Love is talking on the phone…
Till you can’t stay awake any longer.
Love is you…
Being with you, that is.
Love is your arms…
Wrapped around me.
Love is in your eyes…
I see it when I look into them.
Our love is never ending…
Forever and ever.
Caused
Your full of Love,
Your full of hate.
At times your great,
At times your late.
Sometimes I want to hit you,
Sometimes I want a hug.
Sometimes I want to be your girlfriend,
Yet sometimes I don't.
Confussed I am,
Feelings are mixed.
Problems are unsolved,
But maybe they aren't.
I am lost and hurt,
Yet i'm happy and healed.
See my pain?
See what you have caused?
I want you
I want you to think I don’t want you back.
Yet I do.
I want you to think I don’t care about you anymore.
But I do.
I want you to think I’m glad it’s over.
But I’m not.
I want to feel like I just want to be your friend.
But I don’t.
I want you to think I hate you.
But I don’t.
I want everyone to think I don’t care about you.
But I do.
I want you to think I don’t love you, even a little bit still.
And Yet I do.
I want to trust you still.
And yet I don’t.
I want you to think I don’t hurt anymore.
And yet I do.
I want you to think I don’t even think about you.
But I do, everyday.
I want everyone to believe I wouldn’t go back to you.
But I would.
I want your love again, And yet at the same time,
I don’t.
I want to believe your different than most guys.
But I don’t, not one bit.
I wanted to be with you forever.
Now, I don’t.
I want you here with me.
Yet I don’t.
I wish I was the one you loved
Everytime I see you, I freeze.
You look into my eyes and I melt.
I want to be the girl you walk up to in school and hug for no reason.
I want to be the girl you point out to your friends and say “that’s my girl.” Hell I can be that girl.
I wish I was the one that you picked up just to cruise around. The one that you buy cute little stuff for, just because you love me.
I wish I was the one you introduce to your family and parents as your girlfriend.
I want you love you, like I know I could
And be loved back like I know you would.
I wish I was the one you loved.
Broken:
The night I said yes, if only I had the slightest clue of what I might have been getting myself into. Over the next few months we grew very close, the closest I've ever been. I had never felt this way about someone before, you said the same. I began to think this wasn't a game. I gave you my heart and your gave me yours, but now I must morn. Your breaking what we have apart. now what's torn? nothing other than my heart. I know that we didn't get to see each other more than once or twice a month, Wow what those times ment to me, I hope they ment the same to you. I shared my life, now all I want is a knife. This heart of mine couldn't need anymore repair than a stabbed soul. now my future is all slipping away, and I must pay. I need to start fresh and maybe meet some new flesh. But I know deeply that I can probly never trust a man again. my heart and trust will need a lot of healing I have no feeling. You say we can still be friend, after we are split up. Yet isn't that what they all say? I don't want to just be your friend. I really love...I mean now I guess it's loved you deeply. I never saw this coming and I never wanted this to happen. it brings great balls of tears to my eyes when I hear you say that your breaking up with...Me.